Sometime It Just Plain Sucks!!

Well my Husband Man started a new work schedule today. So that means I get to start getting up at 4:30.... That's early people! He had been out of town since Monday so I was doing my best to work out at home. So this morning when I woke up it was so hard! I didn't get to bed till 11 because I was updating Dan in on our babies while he was filling me in on the crazies he sat by on his plane rides. But I rolled out of bed after I had snoozed my alarm twice. Got dressed, ate my oats I had made last night, drank my prework out and jumped into my cold truck.
                  As soon as I got there I saw a neighbor who is not to fawned of me (long story). I waved to be polite and headed to do my leg press. I wanted to see if I could add another 25 pounds to each side.I put my plates on and sat down. While my first try my legs completely gave out. Good thing for safety's! I was so so embarrassed. Every one was staring at me and a few girls were laughing. I just knew my neighbor hater blocker was so happy to see me fail. It took every fiber of me to sallow my tears and not ran and leave. I went down to my regular weight and did my routine. The whole time just feeling off my game and wanting to quite.
      As I was driving home I started to think. Yeah today SUCKED but you know what be proud because you didn't stay in bed and you didn't give up. Tomorrow is a new day and a new start. And for all those people who saw me almost get crushed I'm not there for them. I'm doing this for me. For a better healthier life. And I just need to remember that!! Success is a journey and I know tomorrows work out will be better!!